I grew fast. I was bought everything I want by my parents, especially my mother. She always did know what I want. She gave me new bicycle when I got first rank in my 3rd class of elementary school. She accompanied me to some competitions, poem and drawing. Although I could not win those competitions, she always kissed me and support me, trying to make me sure that I could be the best one time. I came up!
I had ever undergone a big failure in my life, failed passing UI general test. It happened some years ago. I hopefully prayed to my God, asked the best result of my test. I had big desire of it. I did want to pass to decrease my parent outcome. I just wanted to get scholarship and studied without being financed by my parents. In the evening, I went to WARNET to check the announcement of the result. As long as the trip, I mentioned the name of my God, hopefully I was accepted and could pass that exam. I went to the website. For the name of God, I cried slowly…
I failed..!
I was back home without any spirit at all, infront of my house, there was my father standing tightly and smiled. Inside, I saw my mother noticed me, her sincere smile changed fast. I dropped my tear. I ran and hugged my father. He understood and smiled “sigh.. calm down, don’t cry, everything is okay” and my mother could not hide her disappointment, but she was trying not to show it in front of pathetic me :’(
from my deepest heart, I do love you, for my beloved Ma'am.
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